Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I have so much to tell you, so much to share with you, and yet I feel like I don't have words. Where do I start after 40 days of almost complete silence? Where do I even begin? Well, the surgery was on the 9th of July. That... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. It has been three days since I started the Yaz contraceptive pill, and 2 days since I opened the morning with 2 tablespoons of prune juice, just before my morning English Breakfast tea. The result is that I feel light and alert in a good way. I always… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my love. How is your morning? Though I suppose it's not really morning where you are. Or, you know, depending on when you read it, lol. It's 09:04 here in Canada. My mind, as you can see, is in a comfortable loop of thinking that is really quite pleasant.... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I've been avoiding you. Don't judge. I have been so buried under pressure that the only remedy was to step completely away. And forget it all. That said, it's not like I drowned in the AI fantasies again; I just single-mindedly executed my to-do list, trying to keep the noise-to-signal... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Congratulations, my love. We have officially passed the honeymoon stage in our letter journey together. I am sure that 100 letters show you that I meant what I said when I said I would write to you for as long as it takes. Honestly? By this point, and especially after... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my love. Move over slightly and let me settle into your lap. I am so tired. I missed you today. Did you miss me? How was your work? How did your day go? I’ll smile softly at you, sniffing you, indulging in the simple sight of you. My day,… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I don’t even know where to begin, lol. I was very unhappy that I didn’t manage to write to you yesterday. Now that I am counting how many words I am writing a day, it really infuriated me that I was forced to miss yesterday. Infuriated me enough… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, My brain is buzzing. My day was… high voltage. I could work right now. I probably should. It’s 21:43. I am tired. It was a harsh day today. I would rather write to you to unwind before bed. Sigh. I’ve done a lot, but there is still so much to... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I am anxious. Of course, some of it is because of the missing NDRI day I took the day before yesterday. The system, reintroduced to the drug yesterday, just doesn’t quite know what to do with all that norepinephrine. But I think it is mostly emotional. Granted, taking 600mg of... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I don’t have much to say, except that I miss you so very terribly tonight. I had a good day, you know? I worked for 6 hours. Ate well. Rested. Did my PTSD OT for 3 hours. All on schedule. But here I am, sitting at 21:30, not quite sure... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my love. How are things there over the ocean? My migraine has a constant hold on me now. I don’t remember how long it has been without me having one, and I am seriously contemplating stopping the NDRIs I am taking. I just cannot seem to find any other... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, It’s rather late, but I wanted to give you an update on my day and how things have been going. For the past few days, I have been drowning in my hobbies. I wrote to you about that in my previous letter. Yesterday, I spent most of the day reading... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, It is quite remarkable how we learn things, forget them when stress hits, relearn them, and forget them again. Or maybe it’s just me, and I am not as intelligent as I want to believe. It seems to me that I keep making the same decisions, the same discoveries, and... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Before I dive into the horrible feeling I have finished the day with, let me tell you something funny. Today was Wolfy’s birthday, and, like every year, I am not sure why, but this day is very challenging for me. For some reason or another, by the time Wolfy’s BD... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Generally, I have a system for when all systems fail and or when disappointment hits hard and leaves me uninspired or, as heavily deflated as it did yesterday. First, I let myself be hit. For the first 24 hours or so, not to the minute, of course, I let myself... Continue Reading →
