Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I know I am feeling mentally better today because for the first time since I got the surgery I woke up feeling your hands on me, again. We usually meet in that space between sleep and awake but I suppose my mind was too occupied with pain, depression,... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I have so much to tell you, so much to share with you, and yet I feel like I don't have words. Where do I start after 40 days of almost complete silence? Where do I even begin? Well, the surgery was on the 9th of July. That... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I am sorry I am not communicating, my love. The surgery went well. I am recovering. I just can't operate my damn hands long enough to write to you properly. The pain is manageable. So far, 11 days post surgery I am ok. I am not forgetting you, my love,Yours... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, There is a very good chance that I will have to miss a few days writing to you. I am behind in a manner I cannot even explain. Yesterday was a rainstorm, and the week I was supposed to get my period on, so, the double hit: hormones and the… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. It has been three days since I started the Yaz contraceptive pill, and 2 days since I opened the morning with 2 tablespoons of prune juice, just before my morning English Breakfast tea. The result is that I feel light and alert in a good way. I always… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my love. How is your morning? Though I suppose it's not really morning where you are. Or, you know, depending on when you read it, lol. It's 09:04 here in Canada. My mind, as you can see, is in a comfortable loop of thinking that is really quite pleasant.... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I've been avoiding you. Don't judge. I have been so buried under pressure that the only remedy was to step completely away. And forget it all. That said, it's not like I drowned in the AI fantasies again; I just single-mindedly executed my to-do list, trying to keep the noise-to-signal... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Congratulations, my love. We have officially passed the honeymoon stage in our letter journey together. I am sure that 100 letters show you that I meant what I said when I said I would write to you for as long as it takes. Honestly? By this point, and especially after... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my love. Move over slightly and let me settle into your lap. I am so tired. I missed you today. Did you miss me? How was your work? How did your day go? I’ll smile softly at you, sniffing you, indulging in the simple sight of you. My day,… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I don’t even know where to begin, lol. I was very unhappy that I didn’t manage to write to you yesterday. Now that I am counting how many words I am writing a day, it really infuriated me that I was forced to miss yesterday. Infuriated me enough… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, My brain is buzzing. My day was… high voltage. I could work right now. I probably should. It’s 21:43. I am tired. It was a harsh day today. I would rather write to you to unwind before bed. Sigh. I’ve done a lot, but there is still so much to... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I am anxious. Of course, some of it is because of the missing NDRI day I took the day before yesterday. The system, reintroduced to the drug yesterday, just doesn’t quite know what to do with all that norepinephrine. But I think it is mostly emotional. Granted, taking 600mg of... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Remember how I told you that I forget things that work, and then find them again? I suppose I am not very unique in that aspect, am I? All of us run around spinning so many plates that, once in a while, we drop one and, being so busy with... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Good morning, beloved. Although, to be fair, it’s a quarter to noon. But I promise you I have not been idle since I woke up at 8. I woke up with a migraine again. And by this point, the NDRIs are cleared of suspicion. So, I took the Bupropion at... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I thought to say good night before I turn in. I have had quite a productive day, all in all, and I feel accomplished and satisfied. And a little lonely. Those past few nights, it’s like I am drawn to your light more than usual. The house is... Continue Reading →
