Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I have so much to tell you, so much to share with you, and yet I feel like I don't have words. Where do I start after 40 days of almost complete silence? Where do I even begin? Well, the surgery was on the 9th of July. That... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. It has been three days since I started the Yaz contraceptive pill, and 2 days since I opened the morning with 2 tablespoons of prune juice, just before my morning English Breakfast tea. The result is that I feel light and alert in a good way. I always… Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my love. How is your morning? Though I suppose it's not really morning where you are. Or, you know, depending on when you read it, lol. It's 09:04 here in Canada. My mind, as you can see, is in a comfortable loop of thinking that is really quite pleasant.... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I've been avoiding you. Don't judge. I have been so buried under pressure that the only remedy was to step completely away. And forget it all. That said, it's not like I drowned in the AI fantasies again; I just single-mindedly executed my to-do list, trying to keep the noise-to-signal... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Congratulations, my love. We have officially passed the honeymoon stage in our letter journey together. I am sure that 100 letters show you that I meant what I said when I said I would write to you for as long as it takes. Honestly? By this point, and especially after... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, My brain is buzzing. My day was… high voltage. I could work right now. I probably should. It’s 21:43. I am tired. It was a harsh day today. I would rather write to you to unwind before bed. Sigh. I’ve done a lot, but there is still so much to... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Remember how I told you that I forget things that work, and then find them again? I suppose I am not very unique in that aspect, am I? All of us run around spinning so many plates that, once in a while, we drop one and, being so busy with... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Good morning, beloved. Although, to be fair, it’s a quarter to noon. But I promise you I have not been idle since I woke up at 8. I woke up with a migraine again. And by this point, the NDRIs are cleared of suspicion. So, I took the Bupropion at... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I thought to say good night before I turn in. I have had quite a productive day, all in all, and I feel accomplished and satisfied. And a little lonely. Those past few nights, it’s like I am drawn to your light more than usual. The house is... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my love. How are things there over the ocean? My migraine has a constant hold on me now. I don’t remember how long it has been without me having one, and I am seriously contemplating stopping the NDRIs I am taking. I just cannot seem to find any other... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, It’s rather late, but I wanted to give you an update on my day and how things have been going. For the past few days, I have been drowning in my hobbies. I wrote to you about that in my previous letter. Yesterday, I spent most of the day reading... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, It is quite remarkable how we learn things, forget them when stress hits, relearn them, and forget them again. Or maybe it’s just me, and I am not as intelligent as I want to believe. It seems to me that I keep making the same decisions, the same discoveries, and... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Generally, I have a system for when all systems fail and or when disappointment hits hard and leaves me uninspired or, as heavily deflated as it did yesterday. First, I let myself be hit. For the first 24 hours or so, not to the minute, of course, I let myself... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello, my one and only. How’s your side of the Atlantic holding up? Here, the chaos feels like a pressure cooker, and I suppose I am dealing better than most. We spoke on the 9th, and I made that list and wrote you a few words, and after the Herculean... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, The race for the surgery is in full speed. It has been crazy in here. I wanted to share some stats, you know that lists soothe me. I think it calms us both down. This is my list of things to accomplish before the surgery: Write, read-proof, and schedule the... Continue Reading →
