Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, It has been 5 days since I last wrote you an update. I am so very sluggish this morning. Partly because I have been working like a maniac and partly because I am on my period. Happy to report that the stretches and the morning sardines did their magic, and... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I am consumed. Hijacked by the hormones of 4 days before my period, and the deadline that the surgery drew for me, I am rocked to extremes. But maybe I should start from the beginning, shouldn’t I? Last time I wrote you an update was Saturday, I believe. And so... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I feel stupefied, my love. I am at that point where everything is spinning so fast around me that it’s all almost a blur. Don’t get me wrong — I thrive when things reel this fast. But for a person of deeds, when things get this hectic, articulation is almost beyond me.... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Sometimes, when I start my engine, it is hard to stop it. I am not sure if it is still medication adjustments, or the drugged state the sun gets me in summer — but I am possessed. I believe I wrote to you on Friday morning. It was quite a day. I... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, It has come to my attention, dear sir, that I am becoming more and more a whining little thing and, let’s be honest, that position does not suit me. I have spent the last few weeks telling you how stressed I am, how I am not sure how I will... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. I feel lately that life is this massive whirlpool that I am not quite sure what to hold on to. Summer is officially here, and I have had a blinding migraine over the past 4 days, but all in all, I am functioning quite well. The neck also... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I am on fire! Worked for 2 hours straight through 6/10 neck pain, finished two articles, 14 social media posts, and 14 social media assets, and it’s all before my day actually begins, lol. Who?! Who’s a freaking rockstar?! Had to share with you. The sun is out, it’s a... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Sometimes, when you feel that the noise in your head is too loud, that the thoughts, the new discoveries are swirling too fast, you retreat to that private cave of yours and think. Disappearing from the world. I discovered that if I let myself, and then time allows, I do... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hi handsome. I run to you when the ambiguity of the world gets to me. When I am lost. When what I am doing feels good but looks wrong. I’m writing. And I enjoy writing. I write 4 different blogs. Four, for goodness sake. I spent a long day questioning... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Less than 2 months ago, I was not able to sit more than 20 minutes in front of the PC, do you remember? And now, I sit for hours and hours. Writing. Feeding my soul. Equal parts guilt and pride flooding my system at all times. Because I am supposed to be a businesswoman and put... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. How was your weekend? Here, Saturday morning was frustrating. I asked the ex to drop the kids off at the worship place at 10:00. Then, I was bombarded with messages from my kids. Stallion said he doesn’t want to go, so he asked to be dropped off at... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hey, handsome, how’s it hanging? It’s been quite a wild ride for me, actually. The sharp “I have no money for food, what are we going to do?” Now switched to an even worse type of stress — the 2,000$ of the tax refund, opening a hole in “Ok, what’s absolutely urgent... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, I so don’t want to do anything today, I cannot even explain it to you, lol. Since the kids are home, all I want to do is sit in the living room with them and stare at cartoons. Sigh. And my day is so heavily packed with planning. Apparently, it’s... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, We were diving deep into my dating history in my previous letter, and I know that when you read it, you got those chills of “I know exactly what you did.” And… you are right. When my therapist challenged me, at 18, to talk about the sexual assaults I had... Continue Reading →
Dear London Fire Snake Scorpio, Hello beloved. How is your day unravelling? Today, we will discuss our timeline. Or maybe the timeline of my delusions. I am still not quite sure I am sane with all this “digital note in a bottle” I have launched 60 letters ago. But hey, since when did sanity have... Continue Reading →
